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on Another Girl's Paradise - 2005-10-30
25 of the people on my flist last updated their dlands '3 months ago'. We all know that in Andrew speak that means they've gone to a better place. Livejournal or Blogspot or Xanga or I still keep them listed, though. A sense of loyalty, I guess, or an attempt at clinging on to something that used to be so good. Dland used to be where all my friends lived, and AIM used to be where all my friends met. Now we're estranged, and it makes me sad. I still need to write, though, still need to read. It's all routine now. Sometimes even as I type I wonder if I have anything fresh to say, or if these are just thoughts repackaged in another string of words. There's a song in my head now - Tori Amos, as usual. The thing one girl fears in the night is another girl's paradise What I want is not to want what isn't mine I wrote in one of the other 49387409837095247 blogs I have that there's really no point in me struggling to write songs of my own because all I have to do is turn on Tori Amos and there she is singing my life out in her own words. But there that is. They're her words. I need to use mine. But in the mean time it's good to have some I can borrow.
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